oh my god!!

Well its been a while since my last post, mostly due to the time i have taken off to recover!!

Just a few weeks ago i was sitting on a nice $300 account on pokerstars, now........ NIL, ZIP !!!!
christ!!!!

so how did it all go wrong you may ask, well i sure did!!! for one thing i was playing with my entire bankroll (puney as it was) i know a mistake, but just how r u supposed to build it up when u dont have much in the first place? anyway here goes

every time i was playing well it only one bad hand that did me, some luck and some i know just crap play from myself!!

i think it started going wrong with this.. i was on the 50c$1 tables on stars, started with bout $60 been playing a while doing ok, up to about 70-80$ ish, i get aces in the sb, couple of limpers and then the button raises to something like $2.50 or so, now i know in hindsight i should have reraised but at the time i was thinking aces great i can call and trap him, boy was i wrong!! so one other mid position guy calls, flop comes 10&9 spades and a 4, not bad i check setting the trap, mid guy bets $2 button calls, ok so i wanna get rid of one of them and not let them draw to flush so i raise to something like $8, mid guy folds, one down! the button raises to like $30ish, now i thought for a while.... could have a draw.... maybe ace 10?? now i know the warning signs were there but i was blinded by the aces, i felt invincible, so i thought i would jam it back to him, so my $70 goes in and the secong i do it i am praying pls dont have 10's, of course he called with.... the 10's no ace or flush on turn or river and i had just spunked nearly a third of my roll!!!

so on to another session...

decided to play the 25c-50c tables given my last error.. start 2 tables with about $40 on each, again going good up to $60 on one and $55 on other, cant remember exactly positions or anything here but here goes.... on table with $60... i call with something like q9, just a speculative call maybe there was a small raise but not much... flop comes 8,10,j i've got the nuts!!! no flush draw, so how can i milk this pot i check, one guy raises another reraises for about $15ish so back to me after my previous beat i wood be happy just to take the pot so i re-reraise all in one fold the reraises call with 8,10 2 pair, looking good, turn a blank river a 10!!!! full house! jesus!! again, then a few hands later on other table same thing i call, hit the nut str8 all in get call by a set so as long as the board doesnt pair i'm good!! the river??? pairs of course!!!

what could i have done??? could i have played them any differently? i dont know?? so now i was down to bout $70 ish

will tell u how i did the rest shortly.....